书城小说傲慢与偏见
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第68章

“I do not mean to say that a woman may not be settled too near her family.The far and the near must be relative,and depend on many varying circumstances.Where there is fortune to make the expenses of travelling unimportant,distance becomes no evil.But that is not the case here.Mr.and Mrs.Collins have a comfortable income,but not such a one as will allow of frequent journeys—and I am persuaded my friend would not call herself near her family under less than half the present distance.”

Mr. Darcy drew his chair a little towards her, and said,“You cannot have a right to such very strong local attachment. You cannot have been always at Longbourn.”

Elizabeth looked surprised.The gentleman experienced some change of feeling;he drew back his chair,took a newspaper from the table,and glancing over it,said,in a colder voice:

“Are you pleased with Kent?”

A short dialogue on the subject of the country ensued,on either side calm and concise—and soon put an end to by the entrance of Charlotte and her sister,just returned from her walk.The tête-à-tête surprised them.Mr.Darcy related the mistake which had occasioned his intruding on Miss Bennet,and after sitting a few minutes longer without saying much to anybody,went away.

“What can be the meaning of this?”said Charlotte,as soon as he was gone.“My dear,Eliza,he must be in love with you,or he would never have called us in this familiar way.”

But when Elizabeth told of his silence; it did not seem very likely,even to Charlotte's wishes,to be the case;and after various conjectures,they could at last only suppose his visit to proceed from the difficulty of finding anything to do,which was the more probable from the time of year.All field sports were over.Within doors there was Lady Catherine,books,and a billiard-table,but gentlemen cannot always be within doors; and in the nearness of the Parsonage,or the pleasantness of the walk to it,or of the people who lived in it,the two cousins found a temptation from this period of walking thither almost every day.They called at various times of the morning, sometimes separately, sometimes together, and now and then accompanied by their aunt. It was plain to them all that Colonel Fitzwilliam came because he had pleasure in their society, a persuasion which of course recommended him still more; and Elizabeth was reminded by her own satisfaction in being with him,as well as by his evident admiration of her, of her former favourite George Wickham; and though, in comparing them, she saw there was less captivating softness in Colonel Fitzwilliam's manners, she believed he might have the best informed mind.

But why Mr.Darcy came so often to the Parsonage,it was more difficult to understand. It could not be for society,as he frequently sat there ten minutes together without opening his lips; and when he did speak, it seemed the effect of necessity rather than of choice—a sacrifice to propriety, not a pleasure to himself.He seldom appeared really animated.Mrs.Collins knew not what to make of him.Colonel Fitzwilliam's occasionally laughing at his stupidity,proved that he was generally different, which her own knowledge of him could not have told her; and as she would liked to have believed this change the effect of love,and the object of that love her friend Eliza,she set herself seriously to work to find it out.She watched him whenever they were at Rosings,and whenever he came to Hunsford;but without much success.He certainly looked at her friend a great deal,but the expression of that look was disputable. It was an earnest, steadfast gaze,but she often doubted whether there were much admiration in it,and sometimes it seemed nothing but absence of mind.

She had once or twice suggested to Elizabeth the possibility of his being partial to her, but Elizabeth always laughed at the idea;and Mrs.Collins did not think it right to press the subject, from the danger of raising expectations which might only end in disappointment; for in her opinion it admitted not of a doubt, that all her friend's dislike would vanish,if she could suppose him to be in her power.

In her kind schemes for Elizabeth,she sometimes planned her marrying Colonel Fitzwilliam. He was beyond comparison the most pleasant man;he certainly admired her,and his situation in life was most eligible; but, to counterbalance these advantages, Mr. Darcy had considerable patronage in the church, and his cousin could have none at all.