It was afternoon.Molly had gone out for a walk.Mrs Gibson had been paying some calls.Lazy Cynthia had declined accompanying either.A daily walk was not a necessity to her as it was to Molly.On a lovely day, or with an agreeable object, or when the fancy took her, she could go as far as any one; but these were exceptional cases; in general, she was not disposed to disturb herself from her in-door occupations.Indeed, not one of the ladies would have left the house, had they been aware that Roger was in the neighbourhood; for they were aware that he was to come down but once before his departure, and that his stay at home then would be but for a short time, and they were all anxious to wish him good-by before his long absence, But they had understood that he was not coming to the Hall until the following week, and therefore they had felt themselves at full liberty this afternoon to follow their own devices.Molly chose a walk that had been a favourite with her ever since she was a child.Something or other had happened just before she left home that made her begin wondering how far it was right for the sake of domestic peace to pass over without comment the little deviations from right that people perceive in those whom they live with.Or, whether, as they are placed in families for distinct purposes, not by chance merely, there are not duties involved in this aspect of their lot in life, - whether by continually passing over failings, their own standard is not lowered, - the practical application of these thoughts being a dismal sort of perplexity on Molly's part as to whether her father was quite aware of her stepmother's perpetual lapses from truth; and whether his blindness was wilful or not.Then she felt bitterly enough that although she was sure as could be that there was no real estrangement between her and her father, yet that there were perpetual obstacles thrown in the way of their intercourse; and she thought with a sigh that if he would but come in with authority, he might cut his way clear to the old intimacy with his daughter, and that they might have all the former walks and talks, and quips and cranks, and glimpses of real confidence once again; things that her stepmother did not value, yet which she, like the dog in the manger, prevented Molly enjoying.But after all Molly was a girl, not so far removed from childhood; and in the middle of her grave regrets and perplexities her eye was caught by the sight of some fine ripe blackberries flourishing away high up on the hedge-bank among scarlet hips and green and russet leaves.She did not care much for blackberries herself; but she had heard Cynthia say that she liked them;and besides there was the charm of scrambling and gathering them, so she forgot all about her troubles, and went climbing up the banks, and clutching at her almost inaccessible prizes, and slipping down again triumphant, to carry them back to the large leaf which was to serve her as a basket.
One or two of them she tasted, but they were as vapid to her palate as ever.The skirt of her pretty print gown was torn out of the gathers, and even with the fruit she had eaten 'her pretty lips with blackberries were all besmeared and dyed,' when, having gathered as many and more than she could possibly carry, she set off home, hoping to escape into her room and mend her gown before it had offended Mrs Gibson's neat eye.The front door was easily opened from the outside, and Molly was out of the clear light of the open air and in the shadow of the hall; she saw a face peep out of the dining-room before she quite recognized who it was; and then Mrs Gibson came softly out, sufficiently at least to beckon her into the room.When Molly had entered Mrs Gibson closed the door.Poor Molly expected a reprimand for her torn gown and untidy appearance, but was soon relieved by the expression of Mrs Gibson's face - mysterious and radiant.'I have been watching for you, dear.Don't go upstairs into the drawing-room, love.It might be a little interruption just now.Roger Hamley is there with Cynthia; and I've reason to think, - in fact I did open the door unawares, but I shut it again softly, and I don't think they heard me.Is not it charming? Young love, you know, ah, how sweet it is!' 'Do you mean that Roger has proposed to Cynthia?' asked Molly.'Not exactly that.But I don't know; of course I know nothing.Only I did hear him say that he had meant to leave England without speaking of his love, but that the temptation of seeing her alone had been too great for him.It was symptomatic, was it not, my dear? And all I wanted was to let it come to a crisis without interruption.So I've been watching for you to prevent your going in and disturbing them.' 'But I may go to my room, mayn't I,' pleaded Molly.'Of course,' said Mrs Gibson, a little testily.'Only I had expected sympathy from you at such an interesting moment.' But Molly did not hear these last words.She had escaped upstairs, and had shut her door.Instinctively she had carried her leaf full of blackberries - what would blackberries be to Cynthia now? She felt as if she could not understand it all; but as for that matter, what could she understand? Nothing.
For a few minutes her brain seemed in too great a whirl to comprehend anything but that she was being carried on in earth's diurnal course, with rocks, and stones, and trees, with as little volition on her part as if she were dead.Then the room grew stifling, and instinctively she went to the open casement window, and leant out, gasping for breath.Gradually the consciousness of the soft peaceful landscape stole into her mind, and stilled the buzzing confusion.There, bathed in the almost level rays of the autumn sunlight, lay the landscape she had known and loved from childhood; as quiet, as full of low humming life as it had been at this hour for many generations.