'Get out of my way' (kissing her all the same).'If I'm not angry with you, I ought to be; for you've caused a great deal of worry, which won't be over yet awhile, I can tell you.'
For all Molly's bravery at the time of this conversation, it was she that suffered more than her father.He kept out of the way of hearing gossip;but she was perpetually thrown into the small society of the place.Mrs Gibson herself had caught cold, and moreover was not tempted by the quiet old-fashioned visiting which was going on just about this time, provoked by the visit of two of Mrs Dawes' pretty unrefined nieces, who laughed, and chattered, and ate, and would fain have flirted with Mr Ashton, the vicar, could he have been brought by any possibility to understand his share in the business.Mr Preston did not accept the invitations to Hollingford tea-drinkings with the same eager gratitude as he had done a year before:
or else the shadow which hung over Molly would have extended to him, her co-partner in the clandestine meetings which gave such umbrage to the feminine virtue of the town.Molly herself was invited, because it would not do to pass any apparent slight on either Mr or Mrs Gibson; but there was a tacit, and under-hand protest against her being received on the old terms.
Every one was civil to her, but no one was cordial; there was a very perceptible film of difference in their behaviour to her from what it was formerly;nothing that had outlines and could be defined.But Molly, for all her clear conscience and her brave heart, felt acutely that she was only tolerated, not welcomed.She caught the buzzing whispers of the two Miss Oakeses', who, when they first met the heroine of the prevailing scandal, looked at her askance, and criticized her pretensions to good looks, with hardly an attempt at under-tones.Molly tried to be thankful that her father was not in the mood for visiting.She was even glad that her stepmother was too much of an invalid to come out, when she felt thus slighted, and as it were, degraded from her place.Miss Browning herself, that true old friend, spoke to her with chilling dignity, and much reserve, for she had never heard a word from Mr Gibson since the evening when she had put herself to so much pain to tell him of the disagreeable rumours affecting his daughter.
Only Miss Phoebe would seek out Molly with even more than her former tenderness; and this tried Molly's calmness more than all the slights put together.The soft hand, pressing hers under the table, - the continual appeals to her, so as to bring her back into the conversation, touched Molly almost to shedding tears.Sometimes the poor girl wondered to herself whether this change in the behaviour of her acquaintances was not a mere fancy of hers; whether, if she had never had that conversation with her father, in which she had borne herself so bravely at the time, she should have discovered the difference in their treatment of her.She never told her father how she felt these perpetual small slights; she had chosen to bear the burden of her own free will; nay, more, she had insisted on being allowed to do so; and it was not for her to grieve him now by showing that she shrank from the consequences of her own act.So she never even made an excuse for not going into the small gaieties, or mingling with the society of Hollingford.Only she suddenly let go the stretch of restraint she was living in, when one evening her father told her that he was really anxious about Mrs Gibson's cough, and should like Molly to give up a party at Mrs Goodenough's, to which they were all three invited, but to Which Molly alone was going.Molly's heart leaped up at the thoughts of stopping at home, even though the next moment she had to blame herself for rejoicing at a reprieve that was purchased by another's suffering.However, the remedies prescribed by her husband did Mrs Gibson good; and she was particularly grateful and caressing to Molly.