And the great baby plumped upon his knees, and did as he was bid; and none the worse for that! But while he was heartily enough requesting forgiveness on general principles, the rational side of him distinguished, and wondered if, perhaps, the apology were not due upon the other part.And when he rose again from that becoming exercise, he first eyed the face of his old love doubtfully, and then, taking heart, uttered his protest.
'I must say, Flora,' said he, 'in all this business, I can see very little fault of mine.'
'If you had written home,' replied the lady, 'there would have been none of it.If you had even gone to Murrayfield reasonably sober, you would never have slept there, and the worst would not have happened.Besides, the whole thing began years ago.You got into trouble, and when your father, honest man, was disappointed, you took the pet, or got afraid, and ran away from punishment.Well, you've had your own way of it, John, and I don't suppose you like it.'
'I sometimes fancy I'm not much better than a fool,' sighed John.
'My dear John,' said she, 'not much!'
He looked at her, and his eye fell.A certain anger rose within him; here was a Flora he disowned; she was hard; she was of a set colour; a settled, mature, undecorative manner;plain of speech, plain of habit - he had come near saying, plain of face.And this changeling called herself by the same name as the many-coloured, clinging maid of yore; she of the frequent laughter, and the many sighs, and the kind, stolen glances.And to make all worse, she took the upper hand with him, which (as John well knew) was not the true relation of the ***es.He steeled his heart against this sick-nurse.
'And how do you come to be here?' he asked.
She told him how she had nursed her father in his long illness, and when he died, and she was left alone, had taken to nurse others, partly from habit, partly to be of some service in the world; partly, it might be, for amusement.
'There's no accounting for taste,' said she.And she told him how she went largely to the houses of old friends, as the need arose; and how she was thus doubly welcome as an old friend first, and then as an experienced nurse, to whom doctors would confide the gravest cases.
'And, indeed, it's a mere farce my being here for poor Maria,' she continued; 'but your father takes her ailments to heart, and I cannot always be refusing him.We are great friends, your father and I; he was very kind to me long ago -ten years ago.
A strange stir came in John's heart.All this while had he been thinking only of himself? All this while, why had he not written to Flora? In penitential tenderness, he took her hand, and, to his awe and trouble, it remained in his, compliant.A voice told him this was Flora, after all - told him so quietly, yet with a thrill of singing.
'And you never married?' said he.
'No, John; I never married,' she replied.
The hall clock striking two recalled them to the sense of time.
'And now,' said she, 'you have been fed and warmed, and Ihave heard your story, and now it's high time to call your brother.'
'Oh!' cried John, chap-fallen; 'do you think that absolutely necessary?'
'I can't keep you here; I am a stranger,' said she.'Do you want to run away again? I thought you had enough of that.'
He bowed his head under the reproof.She despised him, he reflected, as he sat once more alone; a monstrous thing for a woman to despise a man; and strangest of all, she seemed to like him.Would his brother despise him, too? And would his brother like him?
And presently the brother appeared, under Flora's escort;and, standing afar off beside the doorway, eyed the hero of this tale.
'So this is you?' he said, at length.
'Yes, Alick, it's me - it's John,' replied the elder brother, feebly.
'And how did you get in here?' inquired the younger.
'Oh, I had my pass-key,' says John.
'The deuce you had!' said Alexander.'Ah, you lived in a better world! There are no pass-keys going now.'
'Well, father was always averse to them,' sighed John.And the conversation then broke down, and the brothers looked askance at one another in silence.
'Well, and what the devil are we to do?' said Alexander.'Isuppose if the authorities got wind of you, you would be taken up?'
'It depends on whether they've found the body or not,'
returned John.'And then there's that cabman, to be sure!'