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第119章 MIRABEL SEES HIS WAY(2)

No time was to be lost in carrying out this intention.He wrote to Mrs.Delvin by that day's post;confiding to her,in the first place,the critical position in which he now found himself.This done,he proceeded as follows:

"To your sound judgment,dearest Agatha,it may appear that I am ****** myself needlessly uneasy about the future.Two persons only know that I am the man who escaped from the inn at Zeeland.

You are one of them,and Miss Jethro is the other.On you I can absolutely rely;and,after my experience of her,I ought to feel sure of Miss Jethro.I admit this;but I cannot get over my distrust of Emily's friends.I fear the cunning old doctor;Idoubt Mr.Wyvil;I hate Alban Morris.

"Do me a favor,my dear.Invite Emily to be your guest,and so separate her from these friends.The old servant who attends on her will be included in the invitation,of course.Mrs.Ellmother is,as I believe,devoted to the interests of Mr.Alban Morris:

she will be well out of the way of doing mischief,while we have her safe in your northern solitude.

"There is no fear that Emily will refuse your invitation.

"In the first place,she is already interested in you.In the second place,I shall consider the small proprieties of social life;and,instead of traveling with her to your house,I shall follow by a later train.In the third place,I am now the chosen adviser in whom she trusts;and what I tell her to do,she will do.It pains me,really and truly pains me,to be compelled to deceive her--but the other alternative is to reveal myself as the wretch of whom she is in search.Was there ever such a situation?

And,oh,Agatha,I am so fond of her!If I fail to persuade her to be my wife,I don't care what becomes of me.I used to think disgrace,and death on the scaffold,the most frightful prospect that a man can contemplate.In my present frame of mind,a life without Emily may just as well end in that way as in any other.

When we are together in your old sea-beaten tower,do your best,my dear,to incline the heart of this sweet girl toward me.If she remains in London,how do I know that Mr.Morris may not recover the place he has lost in her good opinion?The bare idea of it turns me cold.

"There is one more point on which I must touch,before I can finish my letter.

"When you last wrote,you told me that Sir Jervis Redwood was not expected to live much longer,and that the establishment would be broken up after his death.Can you find out for me what will become,under the circumstances,of Mr.and Mrs.Rook?So far as I am concerned,I don't doubt that the alteration in my personal appearance,which has protected me for years past,may be trusted to preserve me from recognition by these two people.But it is of the utmost importance,remembering the project to which Emily has devoted herself,that she should not meet with Mrs.Rook.They have been already in correspondence;and Mrs.Rook has expressed an intention (if the opportunity offers itself)of calling at the cottage.Another reason,and a pressing reason,for removing Emily from London!We can easily keep the Rooks out of yourhouse;but I own I should feel more at my ease,if I heard that they had left Northumberland."With that confession,Mrs.Delvin's brother closed his letter.