She liked at any rate this idea of his being by character and in fact a mover of men- liked it much better than some other points in his nature and aspect.She cared nothing for his cotton-mill- the Goodwood patent left her imagination absolutely cold.She wished him no ounce less of his manhood, but she sometimes thought he would be rather nicer if he looked, for instance, a little differently.His jaw was too square and set and his figure too straight and stiff: these things suggested a want of easy consonance with the deeper rhythms of life.Then she viewed with reserve a habit he had of dressing always in the same manner; it was not apparently that he wore the same clothes continually, for, on the contrary, his garments had a way of looking rather too new.But they all seemed of the same piece; the figure, the stuff, was so drearily usual.She had reminded herself more than once that this was a frivolous objection to a person of his importance; and then she had amended the rebuke by saying that it would be a frivolous objection only if she were in love with him.
She was not in love with him and therefore might criticize his small defects as well as his great- which latter consisted in the collective reproach of his being too serious, or, rather, not of his being so, since one could never be, but certainly of his seeming so.He showed his appetites and designs too simply and artlessly; when one was alone with him he talked too much about the same subject, and when other people were present he talked too little about anything.And yet he was of supremely strong, clean make- which was so much: she saw the different fitted parts of him as she had seen, in museums and portraits, the different fitted parts of armoured warriors- in plates of steel handsomely inlaid with gold.It was very strange:
where, ever, was any tangible link between her impression and her act?
Caspar Goodwood had never corresponded to her idea of a delightful person, and she supposed that this was why he left her so harshly critical.When, however, Lord Warburton, who not only did correspond with it, but gave an extension to the term, appealed to her approval, she found herself still unsatisfied.It was certainly strange.
The sense of her incoherence was not a help to answering Mr.
Goodwood's letter, and Isabel determined to leave it a while unhonoured.If he had determined to persecute her he must take the consequences; foremost among which was his being left to perceive how little it charmed her that he should come down to Gardencourt.She was already liable to the incursions of one suitor at this place, and though it might be pleasant to be appreciated in opposite quarters there was a kind of grossness in entertaining two such passionate pleaders at once, even in a case where the entertainment should consist of dismissing them.She made no reply to Mr.Goodwood; but at the end of three days she wrote to Lord Warburton, and the letter belongs to our history.
DEAR LORD WARBURTON- A great deal of earnest thought has not led me to change my mind about the suggestion you were so kind as to make me the other day.I am not, I am really and truly not, able to regard you in the light of a companion for life; or to think of your home- your various homes- as settled seat of my existence.These things cannot be reasoned about, and I very earnestly entreat you not to return to the subject we discussed so exhaustively.We see our lives from our own point of view; that is the privilege of the weakest and humblest of us; and I shall never be able to see mine in the manner you proposed.Kindly let this suffice you, and do me the justice to believe that I have given your proposal the deeply respectful consideration it deserves.It is with this very great regard that I remain sincerely yours, ISABEL ARCHERWhile the author of this missive was ****** up her mind to despatch it Henrietta Stackpole formed a resolve which was accompanied by no demur.She invited Ralph Touchett to take a walk with her in the garden, and when he had assented with that alacrity which seemed constantly to testify to his high expectations, she informed him that she had a favour to ask of him.It may be admitted that at this information the young man flinched; for we know that Miss Stackpole had struck him as apt to push an advantage.The alarm was unreasoned, however; for he was clear about the area of her indiscretion as little as advised of its vertical depth, and he made a very civil profession of the desire to serve her.He was afraid of her and presently told her so."When you look at me in a certain way my knees knock together, my faculties desert me; I'm filled with trepidation and I ask only for strength to execute your commands.
You've an address that I've never encountered in any woman.""Well," Henrietta replied good-humouredly, "if I had not known before that you were trying somehow to abash me I should know it now.Of course I'm easy game- I was brought up with such different customs and ideas.I'm not used to your arbitrary standards, and I've never been spoken to in America as you have spoken to me.If a gentleman conversing with me over there were to speak to me like that I shouldn't know what to make of it.We take everything more naturally over there, and, after all, we're a great deal more ******.I admit that; I'm very ****** myself.Of course if you choose to laugh at me for it you're very welcome; but I think on the whole I would rather be myself than you.I'm quite content to be myself; I don't want to change.There are plenty of people that appreciate me just as I am.It's true they're nice fresh free-born Americans!" Henrietta had lately taken up the tone of helpless innocence and large concession."I want you to assist me a little,"she went on."I don't care in the least whether I amuse you while you do so; or, rather, I'm perfectly willing your amusement should be your reward.I want you to help me about Isabel.""Has she injured you?" Ralph asked.