She knew she could discover the cause of the present situation the moment she chose to do so; but, for the first time, perhaps, a woman recoiled before a secret.Human life is sadly fertile in situations where, as a result of either too much meditation or of some catastrophe, our thoughts seem to hold to nothing; they have no substance, no point of departure, and the present has no hooks by which to hold to the past or fasten on the future.This was Mademoiselle de Verneuil's condition at the present moment.Leaning back in the carriage, she sat there like an uprooted shrub.Silent and suffering, she looked at no one, wrapped herself in her grief, and buried herself so completely in the unseen world, the refuge of the miserable, that she saw nothing around her.Crows crossed the road in the air above them cawing, but although, like all strong hearts, hers had a superstitious corner, she paid no attention to the omen.The party travelled on in silence."Already parted?" Mademoiselle de Verneuil was saying to herself."Yet no one about us has uttered one word.Could it be Corentin? It is not his interest to speak.Who can have come to this spot and accused me? Just loved, and already abandoned! I sow attraction, and I reap contempt.Is it my perpetual fate to see happiness and ever lose it?" Pangs hitherto unknown to her wrung her heart, for she now loved truly and for the first time.Yet she had not so wholly delivered herself to her lover that she could not take refuge from her pain in the natural pride and dignity of a young and beautiful woman.The secret of her love--a secret often kept by women under torture itself--had not escaped her lips.Presently she rose from her reclining attitude, ashamed that she had shown her passion by her silent sufferings; she shook her head with a light-hearted action, and showed a face, or rather a mask, that was gay and smiling, then she raised her voice to disguise the quiver of it.
"Where are we?" she said to Captain Merle, who kept himself at a certain distance from the carriage.
"About six miles from Fougeres, mademoiselle.""We shall soon be there, shall we not?" she went on, to encourage a conversation in which she might show some preference for the young captain.
"A Breton mile," said Merle much delighted, "has the disadvantage of never ending; when you are at the top of one hill you see a valley and another hill.When you reach the summit of the slope we are now ascending you will see the plateau of Mont Pelerine in the distance.
Let us hope the Chouans won't take their revenge there.Now, in going up hill and going down hill one doesn't make much headway.From La Pelerine you will still see--"The young /emigre/ made a movement at the name which Marie alone noticed.
"What is La Pelerine?" she asked hastily, interrupting the captain's description of Breton topography.
"It is the summit of a mountain," said Merle, "which gives its name to the Maine valley through which we shall presently pass.It separates this valley from that of Couesnon, at the end of which is the town of Fougeres, the chief town in Brittany.We had a fight there last Vendemiaire with the Gars and his brigands.We were escorting Breton conscripts, who meant to kill us sooner than leave their own land; but Hulot is a rough Christian, and he gave them--""Did you see the Gars?" she asked."What sort of man is he?"Her keen, malicious eyes never left the so-called vicomte's face.
"Well, mademoiselle," replied Merle, nettled at being always interrupted, "he is so like citizen du Gua, that if your friend did not wear the uniform of the Ecole Polytechnique I could swear it was he."Mademoiselle de Verneuil looked fixedly at the cold, impassible young man who had scorned her, but she saw nothing in him that betrayed the slightest feeling of alarm.She warned him by a bitter smile that she had now discovered the secret so treacherously kept; then in a jesting voice, her nostrils dilating with pleasure, and her head so turned that she could watch the young man and yet see Merle, she said to the Republican: "That new leader gives a great deal of anxiety to the First Consul.He is very daring, they say; but he has the weakness of rushing headlong into adventures, especially with women.""We are counting on that to get even with him," said the captain."If we catch him for only an hour we shall put a bullet in his head.He'll do the same to us if he meets us, so /par pari/--""Oh!" said the /emigre/, "we have nothing to fear.Your soldiers cannot go as far as La Pelerine, they are tired, and, if you consent, we can all rest a short distance from here.My mother stops at La Vivetiere, the road to which turns off a few rods farther on.These ladies might like to stop there too; they must be tired with their long drive from Alencon without resting; and as mademoiselle," he added, with forced politeness, "has had the generosity to give safety as well as pleasure to our journey, perhaps she will deign to accept a supper from my mother; and I think, captain," he added, addressing Merle, "the times are not so bad but what we can find a barrel of cider for your men.The Gars can't have taken all, at least my mother thinks not--""Your mother?" said Mademoiselle de Verneuil, interrupting him in a tone of irony, and ****** no reply to his invitation.
"Does my age seem more improbable to you this evening, mademoiselle?"said Madame du Gua."Unfortunately I was married very young, and my son was born when I was fifteen.""Are you not mistaken, madame?--when you were thirty, perhaps."Madame du Gua turned livid as she swallowed the sarca**.She would have liked to revenge herself on the spot, but was forced to smile, for she was determined at any cost, even that of insult, to discover the nature of the feelings that actuated the young girl; she therefore pretended not to have understood her.
"The Chouans have never had a more cruel leader than the Gars, if we are to believe the stories about him," she said, addressing herself vaguely to both Francine and her mistress.